Everyone says that I'm a torture to them . For exp , few days back , that special one told me that he thinks about me 24 hours . Even when he's watching movie . & it was like a mental torture to him . :'( :'(
Just now , my mummy told my brother that I tortured her yesterday . I just asked her to feed me dinner coz I'm lazy to go to the kitchen to take all those stuffs . Is it a torture ??

Ohmygod.. What kind of life is this ? See . I asked you to take me away , but you didn't . Even on the other side , I don't wanna go as the special one will be alone , no one to take care of him , and so on .

But.. Why are you giving this kind of life to me ?? What's the point I'm living on this Earth if I just give mental torture & make everyone sad ?? Once I'm gone , no one will do all those things to them right ?? I don't know . Right now , I just want to be alone in my room , hugging my teddybear . Feel so lonely when they said like that . :'(

Kbye .

Tomorrow going for the class's fiest @ PizzaHut  , Alamanda . Planning to watch Happy Feet 2 in 3D . [ Tiru the special one :P ]

Toodles .

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